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Sunday, October 29th, 2006
12:54 am	The power of my mine Well I got about a week left and 3 days left of work, Im happy thou I get to work Halloween and they say we can dress up. Final a use for that dress I got many years ago. Ok this is really strange but to day I was at work and it was a Beaver game. (That means that OSU Oregan state universty had a home game) They played Some Califorina team. Well there was a new girl at work her name is Julia and shes really pretty. The day she came in and droped off her application I thought some thin was wrong with her, She has a beatuful face but it looks like shes almost ready to cry. I come to relize that its just the way she looks. Heres the strange thing about her she is and I swear to God and when I get a Pix of her tomorrow at work I'll prove it. She looks like Amy. Yes Amy you. She's taller and has normal breast size, but its her hair, eyes, and face, There the same as yours. I found out to day she is a one night stand baby. She was born october 21 1686, about 4 months after Amy. I remeber Amy telling me that she never knew her Bio father and I started to wounder if maybe its the same man. Thers not much know about the guy and I dont know exsactly when he got togther with amy's mom or what the story is. I just know hes not around and I wounder if hes Juila dad too. Once I get a pix of Julia I want everyone to tell me if im seeing things. Well thats it for now, I can't wait to get back home, I'll make it back for Neko-Con and hopefull get to drag Goth Josh to it. He's been such a big help to me, I'm even taken him to Wasabi's I'm happy to come home, sad that it did not work out with me and Josh here but its like he said back in VA I have frends and family that love me and her in Oregon I had no one. Josh was the best thing that happened to me and I thought I found true love but I guess I'm not ready to live on my own as he put it. Where still going to reamin the best of friends and I hope that He will be able to move on and be happy. Well till tomorrow Talk to you all later. Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Art of Life X Japan (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
1:54 am	Yatta This was my first time using Corel Photo Album to try and wake a wall paper image and it came out pretty good. I can't wait to try more stuff. (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 21st, 2006
1:35 am	Im coming home Well its offical, once you lived with some one you get to know each other alot more. These last 10 months have been the haapiest of my life cause I thought I fond the right man. Well after living with him he came to the choose that are love had become different. We are just not ment to be lovers, and thats ok with me. So in 2 weeks I'll be coming back home no offical date just know that ill be back a i will get to see you all again. love you all. (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 30th, 2006
5:54 pm	My Murder I made this cause, one Gaara is a bad ass and is my friends fav character and it was thanks to a video on someones Myspace that I also made this. My first wallpaper. Hope you like Current Mood: yet stressed Current Music: Getting away with murder (papa roach) (Comment on this)
12:34 pm	I posted this in a friend comment box, then just cut and paste is here cause well I don't want to re-type it. This is the latest of whats happening in my life. I'll add some stuff to the bottom thou. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ I'm doing ok. Not all that great. Tell the truth i'm scared shit less. I have always had a child like attitude and adult could not accept it they expected me to be mature and I really don't know how, I was never taught. No father figure and all. I stand at a forked road, If I can mature and start acting like a 22 yr old, and get a job I get to stay here and live a happy life. If I don't and still act like a 17 yr old I lose, everything. I'll be back in VA with nothing but friends and misery. I'll lose Josh. I don't want that I want to stay here and be happy. I can't help that I have a mentality of a 17yr old, that I don't realize I do thing, Hurt people, Open my mouth at the wrong time. Josh's friends see it and I don't they want Josh to send me home. I was afraid of that, that I do something to fuck it up. They see I act like all his Ex's that i'm using him, walking all over him, Why don't I see it. Why am I blind to it why. Josh has defended me saying that it takes time that I have a kind heart. So I started to bike everywhere, about 1-2 miles everyday to the jobs I placed applications to. The last 3-4 days I biked back and forth, checking on the applications hoping to get a job, I tell you what my legs are killing me. I just have to ignore the pain. I found my sanctuary already, it's a small/medium comic shop that has anime in it. I about died when I walked in. I heard angels singing "this is where you should work" I just want a job I want to prove that i'm not a child that I can do this. I Don't want to lose Josh because I was not aware that I was hurting him. I hate not knowing anything and people never telling me, "hey stop, do you know that it's hurting me when you do that." I guess I has hoping everything would be perfect, I was wrong, I have to grow up. Its hard thou when there's still that inner child that likes to have fun. I had to bike about a mile to the local store cause Josh is sick. I picked up the stuff he asked for and started to bike back. Half way there my legs start burning and I tried to ignore the pain, I remember something Josh told me. "Try to provision your mind" Like Gai sensai and Lee in Naruto that whole "If i can do this then.... Ect...." You know those silly rules they come up with. I tried to think of some thing to get me to ignore the pain to keep pressing forward. Then it hit me my tattoo of Shadow. Shadow is and will always be know as the Ultimate Life form. I picked Shadow from my group of friends cause I loved that he was a bad ass and evil. Shadow and Sonic are rival's there fast as anything and they have legs of steal. If I choose Shadow I have to be like him, Shadow does not stop cause his legs hurt, he keeps going, he has a reputation to up hold. So If a am worthy to have Shadow on my shoulder then I have to be like him, I can't stop cause my legs burn I have to press forward no matter what. It worked, I started to ignore the pain and I made it home. So I just have to keep that mind set. I have to be worthy of Shadow. I have to be like the Ultimate Life form, There is nothing he can, or can't do. I guess it kinda of what Josh is talking about. I do have another thing to keep me going, my Mini-Disk player. One disk has all my Fav. Japanes/Anime songs. So listening to that puts me in a good mood and helps me out as well. My goal is to have a job before Halloween. or sooner then that. May be October 7 or the 14 I want to have a job. I not I guess I lose and I'll see you guys for Neko con. As much as I would like to go to Neko-kon any way, we need money. Hope for the best, keep me in your prays or even in the back of your mind. I need every ones support that I can do this, that you have faith that I will make it. Take care everyone. Current Mood: worried Current Music: DNAngel OST (Comment on this)
Friday, September 1st, 2006
11:15 pm	Ya every one Hello every one that knows me. I made it to Oregon and im having the time of my life. Sorry Draco but my phone is not getting the best signal in this area theres a lot of montains. I got cut off 4 times trying to call pizza hut to order food. Baka cell phone. Well i have had a good week the people i with ( Kyle and Jackie) are joshs high school friends and there also sweethearts. they finaly got married which is about time and good for them. The wedding was awsome and ill get pics up later. Thou after meeting josh's family a few weeks ago i was very happy to meet them. his older brother James that looks like him but with blond hair has a girlfriend named katie. shes beautiful and the two will most likly get married. While at the wedding thou i dont know if it was the rum coke making me a bit tips or just my imagination but i thought for the strangest reason James was looking at me. If that was not bad enought it was a look i could feel all around me like a look with lustfull intent. I brushed it aside but its naging at me i want to tell josh but how do i word something along the lines of "Hey i thinks your brother james was looking at me during the wedding and it was uncomfortabl" or "I think your brother was staring at me too much and he should not cause he has a girlfriend tha t he may marry." I really dont know why he is im with josh and he has katie. Today was just the same, went to his parents house and cause they werent there we made our self at home. James and katie arrive and like most people in love cuddled, then he tickled her and josh started tickling me. Out of the corner of my eye i saw it again and i felt it, James looing at me, that same lustfull intent. Josh's step mom bonny fixed us some drinks and i had a margarita which i did not know has tequila in it. So im a bit blastered and typing a thought in my head. Am i going nuts, or is it all in my head, should i tell josh that im a pit parinoid that i think his brother james is lusting after me. I dont want to start a family war, and i dont want to know if its true. I would try to just keep some distance but on the weekends now i get to spend the night with them cause josh works 4pm-5am and i be home alone and i dont like being home alone so i get to stay with them. I just really hope im wrong. James has a good girl and i dont want him losing her cause I think hes looking at me. It just gets under my skin, like a memorie from my past that i dont like he sends chills down my spine and i dont like it some times. ok im going to bed, blastered is not good for me. bye bye. Current Mood: blaster Current Music: dracula rob zombie (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 29th, 2006
10:56 pm	Lonly heart I don't know how people do it, wifes that our married to men in the navy, or vice versa. Its been about 2 weeks and 3 days scence my boyfriend left to go back home. I stayed here to get things packed and shiped out to him but the wait kills me, I miss him so much and it hurts to not have him with me. I know I'll see him soon, i just have to get throught the rest of this month then i will be home free. I'll be with him in Oregan and then everything will be ok. I just miss him alot and want to feel his arms wrap around me and hold me close. I see others that our happy, like my Friend and her BF. They look so happy and it makes me think of Josh and how we where like that. I want these next few weeks to fly fast and to come off that plan run into his arms and not let him go. I know we hve a special love and we will over come this, His greates fear is losing me and me falling for some one else. It won't happen, The men where i live are disgusting boys hows balls have not droped. Looking at them makes me sick, they could never treat a women right. (exscluding a few i know, including one of my LJ friends) I am lucky to have found a gentalman like Josh and even lucker that we where drawn togther and now nothing can seperate us. I just want this wait to be over, Its hard but I know I'll make it through. Latly I have had people tell me that I would get home sick and want to come back home. LIES, They say home is where the heart is and my heart is with Josh. Why would I want to come back to this hell hole, Theres to much shit going on here and to tell the truth I know to may people and they always come over and they bug me and I can't take it, I need a break I need freedom from every one. It gets so bad I want to snap and let out my darker side. Its a part of me I locked away. I swore to never let people see it but if I get pushed I will snap and with out josh here to help me hold it back I will. About the time I started to get really frustrated A song came on the radio, its like some one read my mind and made a song about how i felt. So here it is this is a song about me and my darker side. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Artist : Three Days Grace Title : Animal I Have Become I can't escape this hell So many times I've tried But I'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself Someone if you can see The dark inside of me Noone would ever change this animal I have become Help me believe, It's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (this animal x's 2) I can't escape myself So many times I've lied But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself Someone if you can see The dark inside of me Noone would ever change this animal I have become Help me believe, It's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe, It's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this cell This Animal x's 7 Someone if you can see The dark inside of me Noone would ever change this animal I have become Help me believe, It's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe, It's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal This animal I have become. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Till next time, I just hope my darker side does nto come out cause if it does, it won't be pretty. Hope you all are having a good time. Current Mood: Lonly Current Music: Dragonland (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
4:09 pm	Happy Birthday Happy 20th B-day Omi-kun, and Happy 21st B-Day Draco. You two are growing up so fast. Hope you all our doing well. I'll leave you with this images. For Omi chan~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ And For Draco. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Wishing you the best B-day every. Yuna-chan. Love you both and miss you lots. (Comment on this)
Monday, June 5th, 2006
10:55 pm	Update Sorry I have not posted alot has happened in a month so allow me to recap for you. Josh and I are back together, more then that, Where going to get married. Not sure when but i know i want to spend the rest of my life with him. He has done so much for me and has been the best boyfriend I could ask for. So when he asked me to move with him to Oragan to be with him and live my life by his side I said yes. So back on May 5th we got a hotel and stayed there for the night. We Took a shower toghter to. (I had never taken a shower with him before so it was a whole new exseriance.) I had always been shy when it came to being alone with a guy. After the shower was when I showed Him how much i loved him and that I was ready to spend my lfe with him. We made love, It was the best exseriance I had. I had stayed a Virgin for 21 years, saying that I wanted to wait tell I got married. I have always been afraid of Guys, I could talk to them out in the open in a puplic place but being alone with them was a big fear of mine. Josh helped me get over my fear he took things slow woth me and It means alot to me that he did. He has a way of kinda reading me and he will ask what I see in his eyes. Soon after I started looking deep into his eyes, I saw our future togther, I saw our Daughter. ( we aour going to name her Angela when she is born. Thou she won't be born for a few years or so.) I consumated my love with Josh cause I know i'll be with him the rest of my life. He is my Soulmate and when where togther everything is right and perfect. Just being with him makes me happy. And each time we make love we grow stronger and stronger togther. Nowthing can take me away from him. where bond now, Our souls are linked and nothing can break the chain we created. I'll die a bit when he goes home to Oragan but I know that I'll be with him soon after then I'll have him for the rest of my life. Our souls our married now, we really dont need some one in a fancy robe telling use where married but it might be nice to see all my friends and family there. The wedding will be in Oragan mostlikly so I'll have to keep everyone updated. I have not gotten aring from him yet but i gave him a ring, it's two dragons. He has a Tattoo of a black dragon on his right shoulder named Aouron (something like that) and wants to get his White on too ( forgot the name he wantted to call it.) I plan to get a Tattoo on my left shoulder just so my Shadow (the hedgehog) is not alone. Being with Josh I have changed alot he has slowly broken me of my Yaoi phase and now Yaoi does not even intrest me some times. I'll RP it but I can RP with out being effected by it. (( I have to head out Mom needs me. I'll update more later. Next weekend I'll be going to AMA. He will be Kazekage (bought him the outfit off ebay) And i'll be Temari. C Y all later.)) Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Bo Bice - the real thing (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 1st, 2006
10:21 am	Nissan and THEM I know I tole=d you all about my Boyfriend and how much i really love him. Well I think i told you all about his friend that they tried to hock me up with before I started falling for Kaze-Kun. We call him Mouse it was just a name that was given to him long ago befor we meet him. Mouse is like a brother to me (one reason I did not want to date him) He calls me Imotou chan and I call him Nissan. Hes a great guy some times but *pulls out a scroll and lets it his the floor. almost longet then Santas Naughty nice list.* These our the reasons I dont want to date him and why I just like him being a brother. Im not gonna read them all off to you that take forever and Specter still needs to take over the world so i want get in his way. After I told mouse that I just could not see us togther and that I was happy with Kaze-kun I hoped thing would just be fine. I was wrong. He comes over cause he is the one that bring Kaze-kun to me cause we live about an hour away from each other and Kaze does not have a car. Mouse has been more depressed then normal. I try to include him in thing we do. He even plays WoW on the computer here at the house. the thing is he still feels left out. I found out last night that he was telling my mom things that he found wrong with me. ( example: Advent Children Dubded- It was all right I think they did a good job with it the only thing I did not like was Tifa's dubbed version of (Zuru zuru zuru.) The americans translated it to ( Dilly Dally Shilly Shally) Sure it was the best the y could come up with but still. It just did not fit. My friends agrred with me) Mouse has to always be right and I told him It gets on my nerves that he always has some thing to say about every thing. He starting to remind me of THEM and I just dont want that. THEY found everything wrong with me, every little thing i did was a sin in THERE eyes. I dont need my Nissan being like that cause It brings back bad memorys. I still think of THEM as a Friend, but I dont want to be reminded of what THEY used to do. My mom says that mouse is also starting to act like my father. My dad used to do that to my mom so he have a reason to leave her. If mouse is going to be like this i pitty the women that likes him and marries him. I want mouse to be happy but I don't want him to be like this. I want him to get over me and move on. I know it will take time but there are many reasons that we don't want mouse around whe kaze and I are togther. I know it painful to him but he always gets depressed and that just ruins it for all of use. I Need to find a way and tell him to stop or I just might have him Drop Kaze off to me for the weekends and he can go back to his place and be all depressed. I jus tdon't want to hurt his feelings cause hes a friend. Im torn let and right and don't know what to do. I think rantting about it helps but not much. Any addvice you have let me know. I want to tell him but don't want to hurt him in the end. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Skillet Collied (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 24th, 2006
9:34 am	Good times and Happy Future Im happy my Boyfriend and I are back together and I'm happy again. I knew he need some time appart to help with getting his Mom and Ex off his back. Like typical wemon they where trying to control his life. When he came back from his trip He told me he did not know how much he missed me. It was then I knew that he was truly sorry for breaking up with me. Even thou I did not hold a grude against him he still said sorry and that he wantted me back. I forgave him and was just happy to have him back. There are so many things I can list at why I love him but that a bit personal. He sticks with me and does not care that I am not exsperinced in some asspects of Sexual favores. LOL. But he is slowly breaking me of it and I'm glad he takes it slow with me. I knew we be back ogther cause I could still see me and him togther and I knew it just take time. The plans are set and if i save up enough money by auget september I will be moving to Oragan and live with him. I told him the first time we meet that I wantted to save myself for my wedding. He plans to hold me to that. As much as I love him and want to show him I know It take a while to truly love some one and even thou i never knew real love I know his love and thats all I need. Im rambaling well class is going to start soon just wanted to tell you all this and hope you all the best in your relationships. Current Mood: amused Current Music: skillet Collide (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 13th, 2006
10:32 am	This Is so right I can't belive how right this deiscribes me. I always knew I had an Empathic type power. I was prone to others feelings to easly and I could feel there pain, there hurt, there sorrow. I try to help others best I can and never really hold a grudge against any one. I need to take more of these types of test. :D Find your Celestial Choir Current Mood: amused Current Music: Blackmores Knight ( Wish you were here) (Comment on this)
Friday, April 7th, 2006
10:43 am	I guess I cant win them all. I am like her some times but not the X yuna nor the X-2 Im somewhere in the middle. I change the style of clothes just a bit so she not looking to scanky. ^-^ I love Yuna thou she's a hottie. You are Yuna! You scored 26 good or evil, 21 spirituality, -8 power, and 8 intelligence! Undeniably innocent and intelligent with the slightest - almost invisible - hint of corruption, Yuna, the daughter of High Summoner Braska draws on strong beliefs, her quiet wisdom and the wealth of friendships around her to strike out and defend Spira from Sin. Physical strength is perhaps her only real disability, but she makes up for it with a strong connection to the metaphysical through her deep faith. Throughout FFX, Yuna is faced with a constant stream of tragedy, but she never loses hope - always moving forward with her faith in her heart. Even when that faith proved false, she kept on and fought to find something else to believe in, determined not to give in to Sin's whims. Finally finding a way to defeat Sin's cycle of torment, Yuna again faced tragedy as she faced the loss of her love. Ever determined and hopeful, she kept going on until finally recapturing what she was denied for her sacrifices. Aligned with good, faithful and intelligent, if a bit weak, you are probably a very determined person with a strong belief in something - whether it be God or Starbucks Coffee is up to you. Chances are if you have that much determination coupled with keen knowledge, you'll get far in the world. Just try not to dwell too much on what you might be lacking strength-wise, and you should do well. Similar Characters include Rinoa(ff8), Relm(ff6), Ramza(fft) Your Polar opposite is Kefka. You can probably get along with Bahamut, and you may be able to tolerate Sephiroth or Delita. My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 89% on purity You scored higher than 88% on faith You scored higher than 7% on strength You scored higher than 24% on intelligence Link: The Who are you in the FF Universe Test written by Helbereth on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Nightwish Ghost love Score (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 6th, 2006
7:56 am	Confused I am confused. The other day I was texting my Ex Josh. He had wnet to Oragan to visit his family. Well What was confusing about it was the way he was texting me, What he said. It was as if we never broke up. I know he said that he just needed a break and all and part of me is hoping that him being in Oragan helped clear up his head. Yet part of me does not want to getmy hopes up to high. Another thing which I find kinda funny but I think Fates just teasing me. I went to eat at a Taco Bell and the guy behind the register was talking about a coustomer that came in and ordered $20.00 worht of buritos. He only to 3 the rest he gave to his wife. I had to laugh at that cause I can imagin the size of this guys wife and putting away a lot of buritos. That not the strange part the strange part was the guy behind the register. He's name was Josh and happened to like Warcraft. So I did the only thing I knew how. I gave him my Email. Then I went back yesterday and gave him a note with my Number and email again. I know you all are thinking its just me trying to cling onto something that may remind me of my Ex but I think it just nothing at all and that maybe this guy and I are ment to be good friends. Current Mood: confused Current Music: elven path (nightwish) (Comment on this)
Friday, March 24th, 2006
10:17 pm	Valerie -I Love You Too- I post this because it was another part i liked in the movie and it was really good and I liked it. I don't know who you are. Please believe. There is no way I can convince you that this is not one of their tricks. But I don't care. I am me, and I don't know who you are, but I love you. I have a pencil. A little one they did not find. I am a women. I hid it inside me. Perhaps I won't be able to write again, so this is a long letter about my life. It is the only autobiography I have ever written and oh God I'm writing it on toilet paper. I was born in Nottingham in 1957, and it rained a lot. I passed my eleven plus and went to girl's Grammar. I wanted to be an actress. I met my first girlfriend at school. Her name was Sara. She was fourteen and I was fifteen but we were both in Miss. Watson's class. Her wrists. Her wrists were beautiful. I sat in biology class, staring at the picket rabbit foetus in its jar, listening while Mr. Hird said it was an adolescent phase that people outgrew. Sara did. I didn't. In 1976 I stopped pretending and took a girl called Christine home to meet my parents. A week later I enrolled at drama college. My mother said I broke her heart. But it was my integrity that was important. Is that so selfish? It sells for so little, but it's all we have left in this place. It is the very last inch of us. But within that inch we are free. London. I was happy in London. In 1981 I played Dandini in Cinderella. My first rep work. The world was strange and rustling and busy, with invisible crowds behind the hot lights and all that breathless glamour. It was exciting and it was lonely. At nights I'd go to the Crew-Ins or one of the other clubs. But I was stand-offish and didn't mix easily. I saw a lot of the scene, but I never felt comfortable there. So many of them just wanted to be gay. It was their life, their ambition. And I wanted more than that. Work improved. I got small film roles, then bigger ones. In 1986 I starred in "The Salt Flats." It pulled in the awards but not the crowds. I met Ruth while working on that. We loved each other. We lived together and on Valentine's Day she sent me roses and oh God, we had so much. Those were the best three years of my life. In 1988 there was the war, and after that there were no more roses. Not for anybody. In 1992 they started rounding up the gays. They took Ruth while she was out looking for food. Why are they so frightened of us? They burned her with cigarette ends and made her give them my name. She signed a statement saying I'd seduced her. I didn't blame her. God, I loved her. I didn't blame her. But she did. She killed herself in her cell. She couldn't live with betraying me, with giving up that last inch. Oh Ruth. . . . They came for me. They told me that all of my films would be burned. They shaved off my hair and held my head down a toilet bowl and told jokes about lesbians. They brought me here and gave me drugs. I can't feel my tongue anymore. I can't speak. The other gay women here, Rita, died two weeks ago. I imagine I'll die quite soon. It's strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years I had roses and I apologized to nobody. I shall die here. Every last inch of me shall perish. Except one. An inch. It's small and it's fragile and it's the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it, or sell it, or give it away. We must never let them take it from us. I don't know who you are. Or whether you're a man or a woman. I may never see you or cry with you or get drunk with you. But I love you. I hope that you escape this place. I hope that the world turns and that things get better, and that one day people have roses again. I wish I could kiss you. Valerie X Current Mood: happy Current Music: Skillet: Collied (Comment on this)
9:59 pm	Remember, remember the 5th of November, In honor of seeing the movie V for Vendetta I found the poem as quoted in the begining of the movie. This movie teaches alot and others may have there view on it but as for me I see it as a great film that has a message for all of us and you have to deised what that message is. For now Remember Remember the 5th of November. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Remember, remember the fifth of November, gunpowder, treason and plot, I see no reason why gunpowder treason should ever be forgot. Guy Fawkes, Guy Fawkes, 'twas his intent to blow up the King and the Parliament. Three score barrels of powder below, Poor old England to overthrow: By God's providence he was catch'd With a dark lantern and burning match. Holloa boys, holloa boys, make the bells ring. Holloa boys, holloa boys, God save the King! Hip hip hoorah! These verses are usually left off modern day recitations of the poem: A penny loaf to feed the Pope. A farthing o' cheese to choke him. A pint of beer to rinse it down. A faggot of sticks to burn him. Burn him in a tub of tar. Burn him like a blazing star. Burn his body from his head. Then we'll say ol' Pope is dead. Hip hip hoorah! Hip hip hoorah! Current Mood: impressed Current Music: V for Vendetta sound track (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 23rd, 2006
8:51 am	No love Well I have some resent news. Gaara came over this past sunday and well we said that he was having a lot of emotionl problems and said that we had to break off our relation ship. He has been going through alot of stress and i could see it and as much as I did not want to break it off I agred to it. He said we could still be friends and maybe friends with benifets but he just does not want a love relationship. He thinks that I deserve more and that some one else can give it to me. All I really wanted was him. He may not have seen it but he gave me all the love I could ever want. I have not told many people because I don't want them to know. I hope things work out for us. He is going back home for a visite to his family. I hope when he gets back that maybe we can try again if not I guess I'll have to try and find some one that will treat me as good as he did. He was one of a kind and I don't think theres any one else like him. Current Mood: confused Current Music: Wish you where here (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 16th, 2006
1:06 pm	Slipknot rocks I have grown to enjoy the heavy metal, warpped twisted music of Slipknot. So about ever week or whenever I feel like it I am going to post my favorite Slipknot song lyrics. Todays Song is "get this" Cause its fucking awsome and it fucking rocks. "Get This" I don't like a fuckin' thing! Music sucks dick Suck the snot end of the tip of my prick You fucking cunts, get off of my back I don't wanna do a show with your shitty fuckin' band - You suck, they suck, guess what, get fucked I can't think of any other words to say but fuck Don't drag our opinions, our opinions are great It's new school face muthafuckers I hate SO: Local bands (SUCK THESE NUTS) U.S. bands (SUCK THESE NUTS) Worldwide bands (SUCK THESE NUTS) ALL YOU BANDS CAN SUCK THESE FUCKIN' NUTS GO! Don't berate me - Cuz you can't stop me From breakin' your face - It's you I'll erase It's Hate - Muthafucker - Hate - Muthafucker - Hate SO: Local bands (SUCK THESE NUTS) U.S. bands (SUCK THESE NUTS) Worldwide bands (SUCK THESE NUTS) ALL YOU BANDS CAN SUCK THESE FUCKIN' NUTS GO! Life's so shitty, but ain't it fuckin' great? GET THIS OR DIE! SO: Local bands (SUCK THESE NUTS) U.S. bands (SUCK THESE NUTS) Worldwide bands (SUCK THESE NUTS) ALL YOU BANDS CAN SUCK THESE FUCKIN' NUTS! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 11th, 2006
7:42 pm	WoW is addicting I tell you that game is so addicting. I love Playing WoW. I get to spend time with my BF and at the same time kick peoples ass. WoW is ( World of Warcraft) I never thought I play an online game but this one has got to be my favorite. Anything it posible and anything can happen. I liek to play the Allince and the Horde. I have two night elf's as Allaince characters. One is a priest and the other is a Druid. For my Horde characters I have an Undead Prieast and a Troll hunter. All are female and all of them kick ass. Well thats about it I have to go. I will leave you with this bad ass picture that my Boyfriend and I like. It is Illidan and Warden. (there characters in WoW i'll have to read up on them later. ) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
9:41 pm	The Quiz has spoken and I so I changed it around Your LJ Ninja Clan LiveJournal Username The symbol of your clan cookierainbowpoodle<3forkOTHER Main weapon of choice light saberswordgunforkgrenade launcherOTHER Secret weapon trained poodlesdetergentflying monkiesfreeze rayflame throwerOTHER Your clan's secret technique invisibilitysuper speedacrobaticsdancingtalking to animalsOTHER Your uniform ballerina tutussuperman style outfitslots of leatherkandi ravernudeOTHER Name of your clan The Bed Breakers Number of Ninjas in your clan 2,415 Your lover Mamoru Your sidekick kage_ryu Psycho whose main attack is biting faces fukashichio Leads the rest of the ninjas into battle tsuchi_09 Sexes with all the other ninjas bindusara Supplies the clan with lots of drugs specialkai & crazyvioletchic Fun Quizzes by Mish at BlogQuiz.Net Free Daily Horoscopes at DailyHoroscopes.Biz Ok I know where we got that name cause Bindusara breaks all the beds cause he is naging all the other ninja's. That is comming out of your paycheck. Lol I just love test like these there so much fun to screw with. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Kazekage Gaaras Theme. (5 Comments |Comment on this)